Xh1l1r@t3d 1llus10ns V3rs 1.0

inspiration

intrigued by the 3cc3ntr1c, h1ghly 1nt3ll1g3nt c0mb1nat10n of 3x0t1c b3auty, tal3nt & charm...

me,myself & I

dominant, spontaneously creative, seemingly ambitious, blessed with powerful intelligence, philosophically broad...faults as large as virtues, displays extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness, excessive temper hastiness...

wishlist

N72,PS2,Maxtor HDD, New Computer...

infatuations

gam3(s):

webbie(s):shoewawa
gadgetcandy
TheSuperficial

author(s):

Candace Bushnell
Jane Green
Marian Keyes
Lauren Weisberger
Carmen Reid

movie(s):

Hoodwinked
~~TheConstantGardener~~
BasicInstinct2
Aquamarine
TheShaggyDog
SilentHill
Doogal
~~Nanny Mcphee~~
RV
Transamerica
~~MemoirsofAGeisha~~
~~D3railed~~
MarieAntoinette
Apocalypto
~~LordOfWar~~
~~Und3rw0rld II~~
The Producers
Dreamer:IBATS
~~LuckyNumberSlevin~~
WalkTheLine
TheFamilyStone
v10l3nc3
PiratesOFC2
X3
TheLibertine
~~Munich~~
Transamerica
WalkTheLine
~~Syriana~~
IceAge2
MemoirsOfAGeisha
~~King K0ng~~
~~g0blet of fir3~~
~~Chr0nicles of Narn1a~~
~~In H3r Sho3s~~
~~Z@thura~~

Monday, March 20, 2006

finally

It took me rather long to realize this but I think stress and disappointment affects almost anything that I’ve been doing for the past few months. Interestingly enough, the stress doesn’t come from work.

I haven’t been reading books. Haven’t been updating ma blog. Haven’t been trying to learn up on photoshop/illustrator/dreamweaver. My brain feels blank most of the time. Gawd ~ this is depressing…

here's what my weekend was like...

fri: went for lunch@PizzaUno(Yumm!) with Aya, Jo, Kel & BY. We all went to cheer BY up(don’t know whether we managed to or not) for having quite a bad first day at work in her new company.

That night, I almost went bonkers. For the first time in like 4 years(or is it 5 ~bah…don’t care)…I actually thought about breaking away from a relationship. It isn’t exactly wrong to think about it, when your boyfriend says this; “I can do so much better when you don’t interfere with my life…”

I just lashed out at him saying; “If I have to go through this kind of bullshit for the next 5 years or so, then we’re better off apart” The look on his face when I said that: priceless! (I now feel rather proud of myself to have said that ~ wahahahaha).

sat: slept till 2pm. Went out to 1U till 8pm. Followed YY to a client’s house and sat there for an hour plus reading a book which I bought the week before. Went over to Auntie Nancy’s place to catch up. I feel guilty for not going over to see her and the kids for almost 5 months. (but I didn’t want her to see my hair….@.@)

ling questions... 3/20/2006 04:27:00 AM

#######

Haunts

... ay@
... j1ve
... hani3
... m1ch
... j0n0f
... d0ug3yez
... wh1t3rabb1t
... k3l
... ebola
... r30n
... k3v1n
... ryu
... @bg_sab
... k1ck@ssbab3
... th30n34u
... z13rg0th
... cynthiaba0bei
... j@ys3ar3na
... f00tprints
... f0ngz
... c0linp0h
... ApPlE wHiTe
... [This]FunctionalLife
... tokkok
... tvsm1thsdu@s3n
... 1ns1d3myh3ad
... I'mPerfect M0m