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me,myself & I

dominant, spontaneously creative, seemingly ambitious, blessed with powerful intelligence, philosophically broad...faults as large as virtues, displays extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness, excessive temper hastiness...

wishlist

N72,PS2,Maxtor HDD, New Computer...



infatuations

gam3(s):

webbie(s):shoewawa
gadgetcandy
TheSuperficial

author(s):

Candace Bushnell
Jane Green
Marian Keyes
Lauren Weisberger
Carmen Reid

movie(s):

Hoodwinked
TheConstantGardener
BasicInstinct2
Aquamarine
TheShaggyDog
SilentHill
Doogal
Nanny Mcphee
RV
Transamerica
MemoirsofAGeisha
D3railed
MarieAntoinette
Apocalypto
LordOfWar
Und3rw0rld II
The Producers
Dreamer:IBATS
LuckyNumberSlevin
WalkTheLine
TheFamilyStone
v10l3nc3
PiratesOFC2
X3
TheLibertine
Munich
Transamerica
WalkTheLine
Syriana
IceAge2
MemoirsOfAGeisha
King K0ng
g0blet of fir3
Chr0nicles of Narn1a
In H3r Sho3s
Z@thura

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

0ne chance

What have I been doing yea? I myself am not very sure ~ LOL. Got real frustrated at the fact that the new modem was not working again. TMNet really makes sure that they are always not at fault. 6 Days!!And it dies on me. Grrrrr...Luckily I was going down to Piccolo the next day.

Asked the guy what was wrong with the modem, but he couldn't explain it as well. Mayb Aztech stuff don't wanna work with me because I'm biased ~ LOL Nvr had a good impression about Aztech products after the first modem given by TMNet went haywire after like a week? Unreliable I'd say but I guess not everyone will necessarily agree with me on this.

Well, yea it's cheap but it has its flaws. Sighie. Pray that this replacement one will work fine. At least the D-Link modem/router lasted like 2 years before anything bad happened. Okay ~ okay I'm biased...hahaha

The past two days at work had been quite boring. 'cept that I learned a great deal from the Illustrator & Photoshop tutorials from the Net. Quite a collection I might say. Don't quite understand why I'm no longer interested in upgrading myself. I used to love spending hours and hours in front of the computer doing all sorts of stuff.

Am I getting sick of what I'm doing? Nah~ guess not. I think I just need a breathe of FRESH air...hehe...maybe go overseas for a holiday 0r s0mething...

...which reminds me, I was offered a one-way ticket OUT of the country to see new things and really get to know what LIFE is all about. Courtesy of Unc Chong. =DI must say, I really want to but I don't think the time is quite right. (would love to just dump everything and just go...haha...how irresponsible n selfish of me...) I guess the most important factor is the $$ that I need to go wherever I wanna go. Whether its to England or US or even Japan...

I sorta promised myself I'm gonna work harder to earn a sum of $$ before I fly OUT. Thanks to Unc for the offer. Deeply appreciate it. Must get myself ready first before making any drastic moves. Thinking back, I've alwiz wanted to go overseas. It's as though s0me kind of force is pulling me over. I've been telling myself I wanted to go over London or New York to experience the life there ever since I was like, lemme see...12? haha

OMG...that was like 10 years ago. Don't ask me why. I've always been fascinated with what I see on TV and of course, what I read from books. There has been chances of me going overseas but I grabbed the wrong opportunity when I chose my place of study. Come to think of it, if I had gone to TAR with _reen, I'd be in the United States by now.

However, I chose to go to MMU where I met all my wonderful new friends. Aya, Maggie, Jeff, Luvy, Veronica, Pau-Ti, Jia, d0uge, g0tenx, ryu, zie, j0anne...and the list goes on and on...hehe...

But hey, we can't have everything in this world~Hehe...Since I didn't make it overseas at a younger age, I'll try to do it in a few more years time. I do have a right to make my life a good or bad one. Who wouldn't want a good life eh? It wouldn't happen with0ut hard work n all. And of course, I'm not having a bad life either. Bearableler...hehehe

I think I need to enjoy more as well. Must go back to watching movies ~hahaha... TV series on @stro makes me sick s0metimes...hehe ( goodness, I sound so ungrateful that I even have TV to watch...sighie) lemme see, new movies that I wanna catch are SinCity~ said to be visually intoxicating(hmmmmm...),Monster-in-law, The Amityville Horror, The Interpreter, Herbie - Fully Loaded, Mr & Mrs Smith and so much more...hehehe.

This small list is quite fascinating though. All movies star the actors/actresses I LOVE to watch...LOL I do remember I can watch just about any sort of movie. Nowadays...why am I so particular? Hmmzzzz....anyway

Thank you to 'those' that's given me inspiration. After all the advice and small talk from all walks of life that I know. I am thinking a whole LOT nowadays. I mustn't waste away opportunities anymore. I am going to work REAL hard....for just about everything =D

'pix of the day'(new feature~lol)

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new hairstyle for myself mayb ~ tehehehe

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