Xh1l1r@t3d 1llus10ns V3rs 1.0

inspiration

intrigued by the 3cc3ntr1c, h1ghly 1nt3ll1g3nt c0mb1nat10n of 3x0t1c b3auty, tal3nt & charm...

me,myself & I

dominant, spontaneously creative, seemingly ambitious, blessed with powerful intelligence, philosophically broad...faults as large as virtues, displays extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness, excessive temper hastiness...

wishlist

N72,PS2,Maxtor HDD, New Computer...

infatuations

gam3(s):

webbie(s):shoewawa
gadgetcandy
TheSuperficial

author(s):

Candace Bushnell
Jane Green
Marian Keyes
Lauren Weisberger
Carmen Reid

movie(s):

Hoodwinked
~~TheConstantGardener~~
BasicInstinct2
Aquamarine
TheShaggyDog
SilentHill
Doogal
~~Nanny Mcphee~~
RV
Transamerica
~~MemoirsofAGeisha~~
~~D3railed~~
MarieAntoinette
Apocalypto
~~LordOfWar~~
~~Und3rw0rld II~~
The Producers
Dreamer:IBATS
~~LuckyNumberSlevin~~
WalkTheLine
TheFamilyStone
v10l3nc3
PiratesOFC2
X3
TheLibertine
~~Munich~~
Transamerica
WalkTheLine
~~Syriana~~
IceAge2
MemoirsOfAGeisha
~~King K0ng~~
~~g0blet of fir3~~
~~Chr0nicles of Narn1a~~
~~In H3r Sho3s~~
~~Z@thura~~

Friday, October 08, 2004

- uncertainty -

Had a somewhat good day yesterday. Watched RE:Apocalypse & had quite a many of jolts. Funny at times actually. Probably just like the paper(s) would say; only fans would enjoy it ... hehehe

Finished off two of Maggie's novels ! One a day ... guess I can say I had the day OFF again today ... hehe Other than getting rather annoyed at today's midday traffic, I was in quite a terrific mood - only GOD knows why .. haha ~ til now

I'm yearning to do something ~ sheesh... I'm most probably going to do something so freakin' drastic in my life ~ but somehow I don't feel like I would regret doing it ... are YOU leading me towards the RIGHT path ... I'm just rather afraid right now ~ sigh ... of making the wrong decisions *sniff*

Why do I alwiz have to make up my mind on matters that would affect my whole life ... grrrrr ...

I'm only 22 damnit!! Having lots of frustrated thoughts and some doubtful too. I think I miss talking to my friends ... Had a damn long chat with Maggie on Weds nite ... so many things on our minds ... of course it's cuz we haven't seen each other since Convo ~ keeping to myself is not a very good idea ~ I realize ... not that I've alwiz done that ... probably long talks with pals rarely come by nowadays ... every0ne's separated ...

Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway chorus just seems to be the right song to describe my sticky situati0n and also how pathethic I feel right now ~ damn

...I'll spread my wings
and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes
til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness
and into the sun
But I won't forget
all the ones that I loved

I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway ...

~ I shuld take her advice ~ tehehe

*what if ...*

ling questions... 10/08/2004 08:09:00 PM

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