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inspiration

intrigued by the 3cc3ntr1c, h1ghly 1nt3ll1g3nt c0mb1nat10n of 3x0t1c b3auty, tal3nt & charm...

me,myself & I

dominant, spontaneously creative, seemingly ambitious, blessed with powerful intelligence, philosophically broad...faults as large as virtues, displays extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness, excessive temper hastiness...

wishlist

N72,PS2,Maxtor HDD, New Computer...

infatuations

gam3(s):

webbie(s):shoewawa
gadgetcandy
TheSuperficial

author(s):

Candace Bushnell
Jane Green
Marian Keyes
Lauren Weisberger
Carmen Reid

movie(s):

Hoodwinked
~~TheConstantGardener~~
BasicInstinct2
Aquamarine
TheShaggyDog
SilentHill
Doogal
~~Nanny Mcphee~~
RV
Transamerica
~~MemoirsofAGeisha~~
~~D3railed~~
MarieAntoinette
Apocalypto
~~LordOfWar~~
~~Und3rw0rld II~~
The Producers
Dreamer:IBATS
~~LuckyNumberSlevin~~
WalkTheLine
TheFamilyStone
v10l3nc3
PiratesOFC2
X3
TheLibertine
~~Munich~~
Transamerica
WalkTheLine
~~Syriana~~
IceAge2
MemoirsOfAGeisha
~~King K0ng~~
~~g0blet of fir3~~
~~Chr0nicles of Narn1a~~
~~In H3r Sho3s~~
~~Z@thura~~

Thursday, May 13, 2004

-d-e-s-p-a-i-r-

have been putting lots of thoughts on the idea of getting a beagle puppy these few days. I so wanna have one but I think it's out of my grabs for now. No place to bring it up for one. Maintaining would be another problem. And of course, me not working as yet. -_-
sighie......

even b4 I start working, I'm thinking of the money that has to go out of my pockets monthly...ugh...this sucks ~ BIG TIME ~...*rent*,*food*,*petrol*,*loan payment*....the list just goes on....argghhhh

I've let myself down...I wanted to award myself with a graduating present...and the beagle seemed so appropriate....but somehow...I think I shuld not give in too much to what I want for now since I'm not working yet...

D seemed to agree with me on my woeful thoughts on having a puppy around.....couldn't believe I just cried out in front of him when I talked to him about it...Now I think I'll just put away the money I saved for it....

mayb later...

*clouded momory*

ling questions... 5/13/2004 12:56:00 AM

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