" d-e-t-a-c-h-e-d "

I'm still awake at the oddest hours ( 5:17am ) ~ sigh ~ Am really dreading how fast time passes by each day. Right now, I've got 35 days left to finish up the FYP and then onto 2 exam papers and then I graduate!!

How time flies.... Looking back, there are some things that I've gone through that I would like to erase but somehow, I guess I could go on with the idea that "everything happens for a reason, no matter good nor bad". Oh well, what I'd really like for now is to concentrate fully on the preparation for the FYP. I am definitely not willing to let go of this chance and wait another year to graduate. I'd be disappointing my parents but I think most of all, I'd be disappointing myself.........

After touching up the FYP logo and headlines, I packed my stuff to go home for a day or two. I then prepared to go Uni for consultation. SMSed the people I thought would be at consultation to get to know who was at the studio but none of the expected were there. In the end, looking thru my phone book, I found mr Fauzan's hp number...so I SMSed him to ask whether he was doing any consultation.....I only realized he replied the SMS when I got to school. Went to his office for the consultation after finding no one xcept a few classmates at the studio. He liked the ideas and the illustration but of course there were flaws to it. I concluded what he said as there was not enough "OOmph" to the ideas.

Development and more development was needed. Had to input a note of seriousness to the fun-loving,chic and happy lifestyle in the illustrations. Rendering the illustration would be another problem I've to solve quickly ~ sigh ~ What I was happy to hear about is that my ideas are already above the average mark and a lot more is needed so I can guide myself up for an A. I guess I'm not aiming for very very excellent results but I think all the hard work I'm gonna do will be worthwhile....no matter what results I get.... =D

After consultation, made my way to PJ to wait for D to get back from class. At 2 something, he called to say that he had some pain attack on his legs n feet and went over to Assunta to see a specialist about it. Unfortunately, no specialists were around so he made his way to the clinic round his house. The doctor gave him a jab and several types of medicine to ease the pain and stuff.

Looking at him made me think how terrible it felt to be in pain. I stil remembered there was a time, I started feeling uncomfortable while on the way back from Muar. That very night, high fever came and I was still reluctant to see the doctor, thinking it was just normal. Next morning, condition got worse and after much persuasion from D, only then I went to see the doc. Those days were painful and suffering. It took me longer than usual to get back on my feet. I think by the time I got well, it was 2 weeks.......

Yup, am stil in KL with plans to go back interrupted. Hopefully I'll be back by this afternoon. Dun think I'll have much time to back home within the next 2 months with FYP and everything else. Tragic...hehehe

When I was chatting with Maggie about my work, I realized that my work is currently very influenced by illustrations by Gavin Reece, Monica Laita etc. All very much of the contemporary lifestyles. Even the novels I've bought recently were on the same note. Too much influence from Sex And the City I think ! hahaha.....I guess I seriously like such a lifestyle...very fashion-oriented at times...executive-like...professional....*starting to dream already* I think later part in my life, I wanna make sure I experience the NY lifestyle...hahaha

Somehow, the chat also made me realize that the things I do most of the time are fashion and trend-related. (My clothes are not the trendiest though....kekeke) Even in the schooling days, my exercise books were filled with girls in different outfits and different kind of styles. I'm yet to polish up on drawing guys....hahaha.... I guess I'm really meant to do fashion design but I just didn't pursue the idea of it.

Seriously don't know what went through my mind when I was choosing which college/uni to go to post-Form 5.....Doesn't matter I guess, the advertising world opened up my eyes anyhow...hehe it's actually exciting and pretty fun...but I was actually telling Maggie I might even end up pursuing another course in fashion after graduation...hahaha....

Yay!! Finally I'm getting drowsy...and now I really miss home....

*waiting for a blazing inferno*

ling questions... 2/27/2004 05:13:00 AM

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