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me,myself & I

dominant, spontaneously creative, seemingly ambitious, blessed with powerful intelligence, philosophically broad...faults as large as virtues, displays extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness, excessive temper hastiness...

wishlist

N72,PS2,Maxtor HDD, New Computer...



infatuations

gam3(s):

webbie(s):shoewawa
gadgetcandy
TheSuperficial

author(s):

Candace Bushnell
Jane Green
Marian Keyes
Lauren Weisberger
Carmen Reid

movie(s):

Hoodwinked
TheConstantGardener
BasicInstinct2
Aquamarine
TheShaggyDog
SilentHill
Doogal
Nanny Mcphee
RV
Transamerica
MemoirsofAGeisha
D3railed
MarieAntoinette
Apocalypto
LordOfWar
Und3rw0rld II
The Producers
Dreamer:IBATS
LuckyNumberSlevin
WalkTheLine
TheFamilyStone
v10l3nc3
PiratesOFC2
X3
TheLibertine
Munich
Transamerica
WalkTheLine
Syriana
IceAge2
MemoirsOfAGeisha
King K0ng
g0blet of fir3
Chr0nicles of Narn1a
In H3r Sho3s
Z@thura

Thursday, June 08, 2006

-Closed- ...forever...hehe

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

Frustration

Sometimes I really do not know how to feel or think. What the hell do you do when someone says he’s going to do something but ends up forgetting and delaying it.

My car was taken to Raub to be fixed because someone says it’s better to send to someone whom we can trust and will not overcharge. I was told the car would be fixed in a month’s time. I eventually forgot about the car because someone said he would handle it. Fine.

The next time I asked him, he said he would call and ask the mechanic. 1½ months later, he said the same thing. I know he’s busy and all but there are things that need to be done when it needs to be done. I am not an inconsiderate person but how do you not to pick up a fight when someone tells you one thing but doesn’t fucking DO it…ugh…

God knows why the mechanic doesn’t drive the car back to KL when he comes back here every freakin’ weekend. This is also when the mechanic tells you the car is already fixed.

I made it clear to someone that I had to go back hometown for Cheng Meng this weekend. And this I told, 2 weeks back. Every night I remember to ask him about the car, he says he’ll call the next day. I wanted to drive it back this weekend because I have time at least and also I’d have transport to get back to KL.

He was supposed to have collected the car yesterday afternoon. His appointment got delayed so, he said he’ll pick the the car from Raub in the morning today. He left at 10am, so I assumed he would reach Raub in 2 hours and that would make it 12pm. So I went about doing some packing (since I have to move in a few days…). The next time I looked at the clock, it was 3pm. Then I called him. I am still there, he says. Why ~ the goddamn car cannot start properly

I seriously wonder how he’s going to make his way back from Raub without anything happening to the car. And then I am to drive it back to Muar later? What if the goddamn car decides to breakdown halfway and then what the fuck do I do…

Note: I shall try and not say the word fuck anymore…bah

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Monday, April 03, 2006

pain...

My brain cells seem to have died. I feel like I have not done or said anything intelligent for more than a week...

I’m glad that everything at work is done for the moment. I do hope to do better in the coming month because I believe that my performance was not up to standard. Quite disappointed in myself actually… ~ sigh

I now owe two colleagues a meal for helping me out on Friday while I went on a 6½ train ride to JB. I do want to apologize to Jo for making her feel like she was about to grow grey hair @.@

I wonder if I’ll ever want to take the train to JB or Singapore again. Everything that went on during the train ride got on my nerves, no thanks to the blistering headache I had since that Friday morning. Some girl opened and left one of the windows opened for almost the whole journey. The people in charge played some old movie titled Drop Dead Gorgeous. It was some whiny & annoying teen queen drama. Then some people sitting behind me decided to start talking at the top of their voices after the movie ended. So much for wanting a good rest on the train…

Waking up real early the next morning sort of prolonged the headache I was having from the day before. We parked the car at Marina Square and made our way to the National Library on foot. Interestingly enough, the exhibit area was deserted. The final year students from TDS must’ve went out partying and decided to stay in bed, Uncle concluded. ~lol

When Min finally reached the National Library, we hurried off to lunch at the Intercontinental. The first thing that caught my eye was the one whole tray of salmon sashimi...Yummy! I should really stop craving salmon so much...(I think Aya & BY must've thought I was mad when I had like 4-5 plates of Hana Maki at Sakae Sushi few months back...)Most of them were complaining they were bloated after that, so we took a long walk back to Marina Square with stops at Bugis Junction, the Raffles Hotel and CHIJMES.

Oh ~ I finally bought the wallet that I’d been eyeing since the CNY trip. Sorry Mum, but I couldn’t find any that I like in KL( she’s been telling me not to buy stuff from S’pore because they’re expensive…hehe) Damnz, after window shopping on Sat, I feel like going on a shopping spree in S’pore…grrr…why am I so broke…

YY just told me about a house he n Alex checked out a week ago. Yay! Can move soon. Oh noes, that means more money going out of me pockets! T.T

I shall now go tend to the week-old ulcer at the bottom of me tongue…ugh…

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

bling bling

woke up to the sound of rain this morning. Had to drag myself to the bathroom and showered with cold water! I went through the rest of the day at work in a daze. Left the office round 630(I think) to go over to 1U. Had to pick up clothes from XOXO for the photoshoot on thursday. I was nicely walking around(with Aya) with 2k plus worth of merchandise while I looked for a pair of new shoes.(straps of me favourite shoe broke yesterday...T.T)

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

lethargic

I was feeling really sleepy throughout the day. The weather yesterday was so marvelous that I decided to stay in bed for almost the whole day. Received a call from JY to help him in his Maths when I got back home. It’s surprising I still sort of remember how to do Form 4 Maths. Too bad my brain shut down at one point and I had to ask him to go ask his friend in school tomorrow, one question which I took half n hour to work it out and I still couldn’t find the answer. All that has left me feeling quite awake now but I shall force myself to go to sleep…

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Monday, March 20, 2006

finally

It took me rather long to realize this but I think stress and disappointment affects almost anything that I’ve been doing for the past few months. Interestingly enough, the stress doesn’t come from work.

I haven’t been reading books. Haven’t been updating ma blog. Haven’t been trying to learn up on photoshop/illustrator/dreamweaver. My brain feels blank most of the time. Gawd ~ this is depressing…

here's what my weekend was like...

fri: went for lunch@PizzaUno(Yumm!) with Aya, Jo, Kel & BY. We all went to cheer BY up(don’t know whether we managed to or not) for having quite a bad first day at work in her new company.

That night, I almost went bonkers. For the first time in like 4 years(or is it 5 ~bah…don’t care)…I actually thought about breaking away from a relationship. It isn’t exactly wrong to think about it, when your boyfriend says this; “I can do so much better when you don’t interfere with my life…

I just lashed out at him saying; “If I have to go through this kind of bullshit for the next 5 years or so, then we’re better off apart” The look on his face when I said that: priceless! (I now feel rather proud of myself to have said that ~ wahahahaha).

sat: slept till 2pm. Went out to 1U till 8pm. Followed YY to a client’s house and sat there for an hour plus reading a book which I bought the week before. Went over to Auntie Nancy’s place to catch up. I feel guilty for not going over to see her and the kids for almost 5 months. (but I didn’t want her to see my hair….@.@)

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

*muddle-headed*

*listening to Dave Koz – Hark the Herald Angels Sing (A Smooth Jazz Christmas)*

It took me a whole night to figure out what to crap about in KKK and I thought I’d do my own blog some justice…it has been ten days since the last entry…

Checked out Sakae Sushi at The Curve last Sunday. The sushi’s really fresh and the prices are not too bad either. We also have a choice of ordering with the waiters/waitresses OR fun browsing through their menu and placing orders via their web-based Interactive Menu. I must bring @ya there one day…hehe

I was actually feeling X’mas-y for the 2nd week in a row which led me into a download frenzy for songs by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra. They’ve got these hard-edged guitar renditions and soaring instrumentals guaranteed to stop you in your tracks. (I think…hehe…) I haven’t really gotten any bad remarks from anyone I passed the songs to. The people in TSO are obviously classically trained and they really do know how to rock…

Later in the week, I discovered songs by the Brian Setzer Orchestra. They’d get you tapping to your toes with their rockability, swing, big band sounds and hot guitars. Gawd…what’s with me and orchestral music all of a sudden…

I’ve started playing Kingdom of Loathing recently. Actually, most of my colleagues started to play it at around the same time. It’s an online text-based role-playing game. It’s goofy. It’s weird. And it’s a LOT of fun ~ lol. Quite addictive too I tell u…hehe

Erm…I have no idea what else to post. This must really be super-short and random entry…hahaha

I think I’ll just go back to my Sex and the City marathon…
Merry X’mas!

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Haunts

... ay@
... j1ve
... hani3
... m1ch
... j0n0f
... d0ug3yez
... wh1t3rabb1t
... k3l
... ebola
... r30n
... k3v1n
... ryu
... @bg_sab
... k1ck@ssbab3
... th30n34u
... z13rg0th
... cynthiaba0bei
... j@ys3ar3na
... f00tprints
... f0ngz
... c0linp0h
... ApPlE wHiTe
... [This]FunctionalLife
... tokkok
... tvsm1thsdu@s3n
... 1ns1d3myh3ad
... I'mPerfect M0m

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